yeah! i am finally able to rest at home. home sweet home. slept all the way till 12+pM! MUAHAHA. shiok.
think i am getting old. i am not enjoying orientation camp as much as i did last yr. maybe its becos of the company ba. need someone who has about the same frequency to get high with me!! auntie high-ness. not the clubbing kind of high-ness. as described by my senior. which i found quite true eh. hahahaha.. the freshies are really cute thou. very fun loving too! yep!
think sometimes i wanna care and do too many things and it brings me to no where instead. 力不從心吧. like for eg i wanna go for camp, yet i was sick but still i insist on going for it cos i dun wanna miss out too much. so in the end i alternate bet the two. unable to smile in camp then screwing up things. and me feeling totally lethargic and down. which was good tt i decided to disppear one day to recover first before going back to camp again. another is tt i wanna go camp, yet not losing out time spent with dear n family. so i keep going in out in out of camp. then i decided tt even if i tried mixing with tt pple there they wont be very close frens of mine. maybe jus acquaintances cos a few days is too short to forge strong bonds esp when i go in and out of camp. so yep now i value time spent with dear and family more than those playing times. thou sometimes it is a lil irresponsible. hm.. conclusion is i shall not take up so many things from now on le. keep landing myself in a dilemma. pleasing no one at the end of the day. haiz. why like tt leh. hmm. change change change. i am mammothing to a butterflY! MUAHAHHA.
wanna slack slack slack. hf needs quiet times everyday! maybe jus slack in the room, doing my own things, or not doing anything, jus plain stoning for at least 1 hr will make me feel less tense up and less tired. hmm. yep. so i guess it is good tt i got a single room. wanna make it super cosy. cos i am going to spend 6 days there. hmmm. just did a redrafting of my timetable. hehe. yeah~~ the timetable this yr is quite confusing so it took me some time to redraft it. really hope i get forensic!! then i can clear all my electives!!
anyway tt day dear was quite funny, he looks totally disgusted with my blog layout. thou i kept emphasizing tt it's not the final look. jus tt i haven figured out how to handle some html. he was like going, be comp engin gf oso must have some std!!! how can pple see ur blog looking like tt when u have a comp engin bf!!! :( sob sob. LOL. so yep he is helping me with some of the html. so till he figured it out, this blog is jus going to look like tt. hmm kinda empty and lifeless eh after looking at it for long. lol.
oh yesh yest was another time of proving to myself how sotong i am!! i wore a neck strap all the way thru out the camp. and since yest we had to leave our bags somewhere so i took out all my money, ic, cards, atm cards etc and put it into this small pouch in my neck strap. reason is i THOUGHT it was safer. but it proved to be otherwise! during dinner time, when i felt sick of wearing it, feeling my neck geting itchy, i took it off and jus dump it at dunno where. then after playing for one whole night, when i was kinda exhuasted. some of us left sentosa to go home! but when i got to harbour front, i cldnt find my ezlink!!! tt was the only time when i realise i lost my neck strap!!! damn. lucky me and vivian caught the last bus into sentosa, asked ard and finally yesH! found it!!!! gosh. heng arh~~~ how i hope my lady luck will neva leave me. cos i am always so forgetfuL! leaving my things here there everywhere. tsk tsk. a practice tt i haven been able to quit since young. always leaving things i hold in my hand behind. blehs. then pro us took the last bus out of sentosa again. phew~~~ we went in feeling so high but came out feeling totally exhuasted.
this post is so random. is there so much random things in my head? hmm feeling sleepy again. thou i jus woke up for 2 hrs. hahahah.
fang spoke at : 2:16 pm