huangfang

2009-03-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

moved~

2009-01-24T02:26:00.004+08:00

He

loves to drink tea
loves to eat wanton mee
loves to pack things very neatly
loves to maintain cleanliness
loves to change his room orientation
loves to shop
loves to have jap food
loves to get comfortable shoes
loves to watch movie
loves to go simlim
loves to check out new IT stuff
loves to go IT shows
loves to check mails
loves to call
loves to take photos
loves his phone
loves his dog alpha
loves to keep fish
loves to go fish stall
loves tp
loves simimasen
loves to play psp
loves to know tt pple appreciates what he does
loves to help pple
loves to play with celeste
loves 'his boss'
loves tampines
loves to use pink and orange highlighter
loves to use heavy pencil
loves to organise his things
loves to sleep late
loves to get a car
loves to let me drive at times
loves to walk the dog with me
loves to swim
loves to blade
loves to travel
loves to plan
loves to watch tv discovery channel!
loves his friends
loves his hair
loves his room
loves his red crumpler
loves me ...

2009-01-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes and there you were
You were more then a dream
I could reach out and touch you girl
That was long ago
There are some things that I guess I'll never know
When you love someone you got to learn to let them go

When I dream about you
Thats when everything's alright
You're in my arms, here next to me, forever
When I dream about you
Girl you never go away
Just close my eyes wait for my dreams
Cuz I still love loving you

How can I get you to see
That I'm fallin apart since you've been gone
I could never be sure
I could ever let go
Your love is much too strong
There are some things that I guess I'll never know
When you love someone you got to learn to let them go

2008-12-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

next time i really really have to assess what pple says before i make a decision.
cannot be conned!!

2008-12-04T12:45:00.004+08:00

many thanks to amanda and eileen. and probably chang sensei.
i am beginning to pick up a new hobby that i have abandoned a long time ago. or did i ever picked it up before? Reading.
special thanks to amanda's 'pigeon' for sending a book to my mailbox tt set me reading all these days. ( alright maybe jus this week) I am aiming to FINISH this book soon, sth tt i had never done for super long.except the noddy storybooks tt i read in pri sch? heh. and lit texts. heh.
and i hope to not jus end at this. i wan to continue reading on and on!
like what chang sensei says, u learn best between the age of 20-25. i've kinda let go of two yrs. and i am gonna treasure the next three.

(:

2008-11-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

我心中尚未崩坏的地方
作词：五月天阿信
作曲：五月天怪兽

我们活在巨大片厂
幸运的孩子爬上了殿堂
成果代价都要品尝
单纯的孩子是否变了样

跟著游戏规则学著成长
轰轰烈烈的排行沸沸扬扬的颁奖
跟著节奏我常迷惘
当人心变成市场当市场变成战场
战场埋葬多少理想
回想著理想稀薄的希望
走著钢索我的刚强
伟大和伪装灰尘或辉煌
那是一线之隔或是一线曙光

其实我们都一模一样
无名却充满了莫名渴望
一生等一次发光
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤
让伤痕变成了我的徽章
刺在我心脏永远不忘
默默的让这旋律和我心交响
至少在我的心中自己为自己鼓掌

每个孤单天亮我都一个人唱
默默的让这旋律和我心交响
就算会有一天没人与我合唱
至少在我的心中还有个尚未崩坏的地方
孩子一样不肯腐烂的土壤

2008-11-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

me gave a prescription for mama for her skin condition. hehehe.
these few days many pple are falling sick wor. including dear and family.
but glad tt they are recovering le.
and like what wang lao shi says we must not miss out on any opportunities to put what we learnt into practice!! hehehe!
okie still i hope tt they all recover very sooN!! its not nice to be sick .

2008-11-15T02:24:00.002+08:00

chipmunks are oh so cute!! oh my gosh. falling in love with them. sweet creature. and this one has really fat cheeks like me! hoho. (:

silky terrier. drew's dog's breed. but this shld be a very young dog. cos it still has alot of hair. compared to the almost always botak alpha. poor alpha. hahaha. aint it cute?!! so innocent looking. hee.

a lil bored from studying. amazed tt i am up at such a late hour. cos it is so not me to be not sleeping after 1am. hahaha. cos i took nap and i drank tea.

k a bit regret going back to sch today. stressed me out totally. realise i am easily stressed if i study with pple of the same course. but if i am at home with a sister who game rain or shine, exam or no exam ( paiseh jiji. haha) i'll feel super relaxed. i can then go at my own pace and play some games every now and then. but with frens. omg its a different thing. then i go beijing how??!?! *scratch head*

and yeah. i am glad tt this time i've got a great opportunity to go for another interview for the school. yeah. grabbing every chance before it passes me by. and i am looking forward to a photoshoot for a sch brochure. ooh dream come true. hoho. yeah~ =)

2008-10-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh. i guess time really flies by.
and like what ming hui says. test come and go so fast!!
gosh~~ cos exam is in less than a months time. :/
but anyway. this sem more slack. heng arh!!

and i am so irritaed by some pple.
STOP saying oh u cant get into medicine so go tcm rite.
helLO!! no assumptions here alrite.
cant u respect other pple's passion and not generalise things??!!
there are plenty of pple who came in with passion for it alrite.
pengs. faints.

today i learnt something new from tcm prof again.
尺有所短，寸有所长
so pple stop comparing the two. respect both! integrate both tog.
we can always 取长补短 .

2008-09-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

i am picking up cooking le. hehehe.
after getting bored of outside food.
i decided to learn how to cook to feed myself in china!!!
and yes. thanks to the new sheng siong tt started its business in our neighbourhood last sunday. we get supplies of fresh prawns and fishes tt are still swimming in the tank before we buy it!! sounds quite nasty to them. but they taste great being fresh!! ooH!! i love the prawns there! u simply have to put it in water, add in minimal seasonings and yes. u get a perfect tasting prawn. yummy!
so yep this is a first pic of the things i cooked for dear dear for the first time!!
=)

and he said its bagus! yeah! =)
i am going to learn 4 mre dishes today!! muahahaha.
am lovin' it

2008-09-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

whahha. shang han lun is finally over!! YEAH!!!
pARTIES!!!

but i am really tired!!
from all the walking in orchard the entire day after the exam jus to find a cheaper alternative to the crumpler backpack tt i was eyeing on. but it cost 203 bucks!! and it is so aptly termed the cumpler-salary sacrifice. my gosh. indeed!!
but it's a sacrifice tt me jiji made. hahaha. cos it's half a bday present. hehehe. oops.
i love it! the red is so oooh sexy~ =DDDD
hope this backpack can save my poor shoulders from all the tote bags loaded with stuff.
and i weight it. on the first day of sch. it weigh 3 kg.
so subsequently it shld have gotten worse and not any better.
so i badly needed a good backpack to last me thru a few more yrs of sch.
hee. and i love my new bag!!!
yeah~~~

2008-08-28T21:27:00.003+08:00

sian!!!
this shang han lun's quiz is the worst quiz i've taken ever.
killer man.
me being not confident at all. went in and blank out .
i seem to be able to recall, yet i cant. yet i can yet i cant.
so in the end alot of sent are only half right. woah.
and the comparison of fang.
best. i stoned at it totally.
crap all the way.
bless me.
i am not hoping for anything good.
i jus pray tt i still have tt bit of luck there so tt i wont fare that bad.

sian-ni -fied!!!

2008-08-23T11:40:00.002+08:00

its werid how i always turn to housework when i have quiz/exam comin up.
tao bi shi bu dui de. ._.

muscle aching from power yoga . it rocks! looking forward to every lessons now~~
but it is real tiring too..

2008-08-06T19:14:00.001+08:00

用心去感受，用心去体会肉眼所看不到的东西。
看得到的就是最好的吗？

忘我，
忘名，
忘利

2008-08-03T01:10:00.001+08:00

chek jawa!

fisherman's wharf in taipei!

hualien taroko gorge. YEAH!

kissing a african aboriginal. haha

2008-08-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

yeah! this holiday has been really great!
enjoyed every minute of it.

first was doing all the adhoc jobs like quacker, food expo with my dear course mates and having lotsa fun with the aunties, uncles and pple from all walks of life.
then was moving on to ASM technologies to work with the most fantastic colleagues that i have ever met! a really fun loving accounting department. enjoyed everyday of work! forged really strong bonds albeit the short one month of working with them! they are oh so sweet pple!! =))
after working and earning some quick bucks, me went to Taiwan with dear and my 4 lovely sec 2 frens and their bfs! it was a great trip! bought LOTS of things. now my wardrobe looks a lil diff. am glad about tt! tried hot spring. bot alot of local products. tried their really tasty food and the famous a4 size chicken tt was as big as my face. OMG. pls be amazed. =D have lots of photos to share BUT i am jus too lazy to post them all. hahaha. Taiwan was jus great! cant wait to go back to shihlin and see all the crowd busy selling things yet keeping running whole day long frpm the police!
ltr came back and we went chek jawa with rui and junhao! it was all so nice! back to nature. we saw wild boar! how luckY! =DDDD a young wild boar. it looked really cute! and we saw mud skipper, fiddler crab tt looked so so small! love tt place! relaxing. but butt suffers due to the cheap and hard bikes tt creak with every step i take! gosh~
jus a few days ago we went with jiji and zl to singapore garden festival! k the works really awe me still. took so much photos!!! hahaha. had a great time there man! love garden festival. with all the beautifully crafted landscape, plants and flowers with a vast variety. even calla lily and tulips were there! =))
and today is an exciting day too. i got a really really early bday present from dear. and it's a red PSP! hehe. am going crazy over it now.dear dear too. it has very nice graphics!! love it! now trips to sch wont be so boring le! yeah! =)

2008-06-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

this is the 20% off ring and buy 1 get 1 free! hehe. ultra prettY!!! the rect cut is mine! the square cut is dears. hahahhaa. k i dunno what cut it is called.

we bought 3 rings today!! hahaha.
pretty hor!! =)))))

today i went to alot of places man! first to northpoint esprit, then to amk crocodile shop to buy daddy's day present!! then met dear at bugis to go sim liM! he bought the x mini max speakers. super powerful wor!! so he passing his x mini to me . hehehehe
then finally we went to orchard MIO to get these 3 rings!! and we had YOTEI!! finally had jap food after so long!! =)))))))))))) yum yum!!

very tired!

2008-06-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY! COLIMA + YunShan bday! =)

the deco tt we did!

4 truth gang!

ka ming who is back form hk! and yunshan e bday girl ~~

hua hui peeps! =)

2008-06-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

Jiam's bday continued!

2008-06-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

these few days were busy with many 21st bday parties!! photos shall say it all!

FRIDAY! (6.6.06) ALY's bday @ meritus mandarin

SAT ! JIAM's bday @ sentosa

she is just so cute in this dressing!! KawAii!

her very wonderfully sweet cupcakes! very nice concept!

the pool at the villa. its a rocking pretty place!

2008-05-30T22:40:00.003+08:00

woohOO~ these two days of shopping is damn good!
hehee. i spent half or even more of my hard earned money le.
went to queensway twice and orchard twice! hehehe. =))) great shopping places!

so all in all , i've bought:
-nike yoga bag! 22 bucks
-nike sports bra 38 bucks
-nike socks 8 bucks
-giordano pants 22 ( thx dear! )
-clinique moisturiser 69 bucks
eh tt shld be all. all neccessities!! hehehehe

and dear dear gave me a pair of lee cooper covered shoes! hehe. i love it! have been wearing it these two days. very comfy wor~~ =))) thx dear!

and i bought a FERRARI! for dear. hohohho. the shirt only la. cant afford the car mah. lol.

and now queensway got alot of sale on shoes! go get if u need some! xixi bought a tennis shoe from there.
and dear dear bought a teva sandal for ming shu shu! very nice of him wor. very fillial! ^.^

and then we both were planning to go borders to buy a guide book on taiwan! since we are going there sooN` hehehe. but but in the end due to me, we bought a book of china instead. -_-"' hahahaha. poor dear. spent 56 on book of china. hahahaha. becos i wan it. but lucky he got 54 bucks borders card! =)))) hehehe.

and we exchanged some tw money. goodness the exchange rate is good sia. 22 leh! haha. so we both ended up carrying 10k over tw money walking ard. lOL. felt super ricH!! hahaha. but cant spend one. lol.

hohooh!
all in all i am a happy girl~!
with all my 战利品！
muahahahahah! =D

2008-05-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

你让我很灰心意冷

2008-05-27T13:58:00.004+08:00

woohoO! time for fishes!! hahaha. these are the two very very pretty fishes tt dear bought long ago! hehe. ultra pretty wor. called albino discus. hehe.

the pencil case tt jiji got for me! hoho. so sweet one. lol. =))

2008-05-27T13:58:00.001+08:00

chao da and chao ta will not take each other for granted! =)

2008-05-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

alright. today i wan to COMPLAIN!
first is stupid NTU! okie i had always said ntu is great etc etc. nice envt etc.
but there is one thing i really dun understand.
the hall system.
it sucks totally.
can never uds how the pple at the top thinks.
now most of us all cant stay. those who can stay are foreigners.
after putting in so much effort for the halls. we still cant stay.
what joke. and all the foreigners who can score a perfect max pts for distance gets to stay.
u mean u need everyone to be jcrc pres? so as to get 9 for cca?
seriously i have nth against foreigners. i respect them for bein able to protect their own pple.
but this hall system really isnt doing justice to alot of pple esp locals. they wont care if u stay in pasir ris or whatever.
they have company bus for them.
but no school bus for us.
wells the sch is after all in boon lay! like helLO! change the system!

next is nokia. their 3120 sucks. or maybe it's jus our luck.
my dad bought this phone.
they were seriously hard selling it. what free bluetooth headset la etc etc.
0 dollar la.
maybe its jus we suay la hah.
within 8 days it cant on cant charge. its totally like a dummy phone.
sent it to nokia carefor 10 days of repair. at first okie.
by night it became a dummy phone again.
great.
waste my time.
the time of it being in intensive care unit is more than the time it was used. woah.
nokia is screwed.
i still rmb bringing my e65 to repair 1 week after purchase.
what have they been doing besides mass producing?

2008-05-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

wah !! damn smellY!!! thou i bathed i still feel tt i can smell the expo food exhibition smell on me!!! oh mY! its on my hair!! arh!!! sian.
the oily oily smell. eeeeeee!!!!!!!!
yea today is the first time i am doing sales promoter for this kinda exhibitions.
and i can tell ya, it is not easy at alL!!!
had to stand 12 hrs is horrible enuf.
and with all the blend of smell from dodo fish ball to fried sotong to laksa to otah to bread to drinks and everything and anything. it really turns u off. oh mY~~ my nose was still a lil blocked due to flu but i cld feel the air blocking it even more. gosh.
super tired!!! haven ever stood for so long before. k i noe i am being princess-y by complaining so much. but yea. sales is really not for me!
but pokka staff are nice i mus say. with quite a few pretty ones! hehehe. nice to look at wor! =))) k my sex orientation is right k. lol. jus think tt they are real pretty~~ hoho.
mascara really helps in beautifying a person sia.see their eyes flutter is like woO~~~ hahaha. no wonder guys wil fall for girls with make uP! lol. and most of them put on make up today while i was make up-less, as usual, felt a lil odd. but i shant put make uP!!! adds on to the cleaning part after a day of tiring work. bleh. alright, i am lazy.
i felt super high on glucose today since all the while i have been taking unhealthy food! all the fried food and spicy food. and oso ALOT of pokka drinks. hahaha.
while pouring into sampling cups , i was pouring some into my private cup too. hahahha. i was really too thirsty la!! all the fried food doesnt do me good. lol.

k wells. lucky no work tml and sun.
resuming on mon and tue.
but no blading tml too. i dun think my leg can tahan !!
i need more exercise man.
and really my hair stink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-22T16:53:00.002+08:00

oh my!!
有电了！！！
what a day! i was grounded at home cos papa say sick cannot keep going out. so i guai guai stay at home.
then this morning i wanna press the washing machine but realise it jus doesnt move!! went to check and i found out todays electricity will be cut off till 5!!! arH!!
and stupid me usually will slp till 11 am everyday , today i woke up at 9am and cldnt go to slp anymore. diaoz. damn sianz can.
so i was doing a bit of housework and the cross stitich tt i've put away for very long. hahahhaa.
so i was trying to convince myself, yeah one day free from all the net and phone shldnt be a prob. but still i realise i acnt live without it.
and my good hp accompanied me all the way. kudos to it! it was left with only 14% batt today. and by the time elect was back it was only left with 1%!!! ooH!! hehehehe,.
YEAH! =D

2008-05-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

wOO~ i love this pic! but i love the person in the pic more. ;) HEHEHE.

hehe. this is a pic requested by eileen cos she was amazed by how our eyes look so alike! lOL

EIleen Loo~~~ hehehe. =D

Michelle! the very chio girl in our course!

eileen michelle and ying yue with her stunning purple hair. look like viwawa character. hahaha

2008-05-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

xu hua and brandon!

us alL!

super ugly pic.. hahaha.

beautiful sunset i saw on monday ! haha

me all wrapped up with guards for my first try on blades. hehee.

2008-05-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

yeah! today is fun!!!!!
we all went to learn blading! hoho! heng i went to learn a bit on monday alr. if not today i will be the one toppling here and there and landing on my bum all the time! hor~~ eileen~~ muahahahha.
wells, i am not much better la. still cant really go fast. really mus learn to walk before i can learn to fly. bleahs.
yeah! enjoyed the wind alot!
and me, being very gei kiang , wanna hold dears hand to blade fast fast! in the end ended with a great big falL! i just landed on my bum with a ultra HUGE IMPACT!!! arh!!!! damN PAIN damn pAIN!! my gosh! i was stunned. i went blur! peng my shoulder was damn pain. i thot i dislocated my arm or sth. arh. and so i was there sitting awkwardly in the mIDDLE of the cycling lane , not being able to move, seeing brown patches every where, with an unmovable arm! damn malu.
so yea. as everyone put it, how to learn blading without falling??!?! so yeah. tt is a testimony to me moving on in blading. cos i will never dare to gei kiang and land myself butt down onto the floor again! cant they invent a butt padding?!?! but meiling said it'll be super unglam. i thot it sounds logical. ahhahaha. need ALOT more practice arh!
but yeah. i am aiming to be a uber cool blader. one with tan tan skin. wear sunglasses, cap, listen to walk man, and blade along with the wind blowing against my silky hair. HEHEHE. still quite a distance to it. since whenever i wanna stand up straight i will have the tendency to fall back. i need practice!!!

hehe. nice day out girls! and guys! hahaha.

BUT, i kena flu . sianz~~~ gonna pop a panadol down and slp it away! hehehe

2008-05-20T14:19:00.002+08:00

when i was on the bus home yesterday.
i saw rows of pretty trees lining the road.
their beautiful vase shaped branches awed me.
i was amazed by their uniformity and beauty.
but upon closer look,
i saw countless cuts on each tree .
they too, were manipulated to conform to a general shape.
a shape tt will be accepted by the society.

2008-05-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

today is a very very nice day out! =)))
frankly, i haven felt this comfortable and close to them for so long le.
for a period of time i felt we had distant away.
but today was a prove tt our friendship is still strong and steady! =))))
we laughed from beginning till the end! super entertaining. great combi! =) hahahhahaa.
and congrats to our da niu wor~~~! hahaha.
happy 21st bday wor!! =)))

now i believe tt e quality of friendship depends on how u view it.
if u think u have distant, u wld.
if u think u did not, u wont! =)
its all in the state of mind!

2008-05-15T14:03:00.003+08:00

alright.
think yest i spend the longest time ever in my life in front of the computer.
i sat there from 2pm til nite 3am.
just to finish the young warriors of the yang clan 2006 serial.
gosh. make me laugh and cry, with all the emotional upturns and downturns.
even when i went to slp i cldnt slp!
keep thinking of their horrible death and extreme loyalty.
ultra good acting. thumbs up!! =))))

2008-05-14T15:07:00.002+08:00

went to work these two days! yeah! =)))
thanks to mei ling i found work! hahaha yeah .
and it is super slack. 2 hrs per day. each hr 10 bucks! muahahhaa.
but these two days we only did work for one hour the rest of the time was spent waiting and going home earlY! yeah! =)
but the one hour of working is jia lat.
we were giving away free granola bites by quacker.
and some pple are jus...... shakes head. shant comment much!
pple were jus snatching away!
heng todays traffic was much better.

but i cut my hand. pain pain.! underneath the naiLs! bleh. pain!

cant wait for blading!

2008-05-09T01:13:00.003+08:00

haha how werid. i jus read some blogs.
and i realise pple get more and more sentimental as you grow older.
and i happen to come across my very very very old blog.
the one tt i closed down in jc1.
and when i looked at the pple linked to my blog.
i realise it has all changed.
haiz..
i dunno what to feel.
change is indeed the only constant.

but i really treasured you, sook.

2008-05-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

wah! my 4 limbs are all aching!!!
my right hand due to badminton yesterday.
and my legs due to yoga esp lightning posture! i am loving yoga more and more.
enjoy the aching feeling. HAHA. siao .
i feel good after sweating. =))))

and i did really stupid things today!
so i was trying to find jobs on jobstreet and jobsdb. since i am like mushroom-ing away everyday.
so i was sending alot of emails out! tilL a pt in time i realise i forgot to attach resume for the previous few!!
OMG.
and then after tt lucky me got one company tt i rmb to put resume called, saying they'll send an email to me regarding the interview details. so i waited and waited.
i kept checking my ntu mail since tt was what i used to send out.
then till 5 i still dun hear reply from them.
before leaving i habitually checked my gmail.
and then they sent the email there!!
then i rmb i put gmail in my resume and sent emails using ntu maiL!!!!!
PENG!!!!
i was so blur!!!!!
my sister say how did i even get an interview.
dear dear was totally stunned too. O_o
lucky me!
HENG arh!

i cannot be so blur alr! >_<

2008-05-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

yeah~ today went to move out of hall. and my stuff filled the entire lorry! lOL
damn funny. full of things to pack and keep away when i got back.
tiring day.

ltr went to queenstown!
anchorpoint has a lot of factory outlets man!
thou the stuff aint all tt fantastic. it was all messed up.

ikea has a lot of pple thoU! and alot of construction going on as well.
so sick of seeing ocnstruction sites every where.
my flat is building lift now. and it wont be done till 2010~! woah.

we only bought stuff at queensway shopping centre in the end.
and we went back to a bag shop 3 times!
the uncle is very nice. he treated me to a cup corN!
haha. drew bought a crumpler! cute and usable one.
sis bought a timbuk2 for zuo ling.
i bought a lil doraemon for sis.
i din get anything!!! bleh.
i got food! lol. hahahha

yeah great day. finally some shopping. tired

2008-04-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

alright time flies.
it is going to be the end of april alr!! omg!!
still left with one more paper.
sian.
pharmacology is 'feeding' me with too many drug names tt seem impossible to be memorised.
pengs. with all the receptors, effects, side effects and blah..
and tcm pharmaco is sick too! with such weird phrasing tt i dun uds.
fancy shrinking and dilating blood vessel can occur tog?? and never say shrink what dilate what??
and with 5 self study papers tt i dun uds at all.

?????

state of confusion.
state of wanting to nau but cannot nua, wan to play game but must ctrl.
but then wan to study oso cant absorb.
so i was jus purely lying ard , snoring away. and dazing.

i wan to get pass this stage fast man.
bleh.

2008-04-16T10:58:00.001+08:00

hmm out of some twist and turns , i've got a new phone again.
but this time i din request for one. maybe it is jus destined tt i change my hp everyyear.
but i still miss my e65. need some time to get use to the tiny keypad of w890i.
and its a change from nokia to se. hmm.. shall see how it is.
hehe
but the phone is really damn slim! H~MM~. can play with it lo!

2008-04-09T19:11:00.003+08:00

haiz.
i suddenly realised tt i am jus 5 days to exams.
and i dun feel the sense of urgency
in fact i have NOT even started my revision.
tcha haven even finished treaching.
while everyone has ended their classes.
we are still busy trying to finish what we have.
best.

yest i had yoga.
today is a free day. i went to swim.
and owing to these two sports.
i am physically and mentally drained.
提不起劲 at all.
i feel lethargic all day.
gosh.
so there goes my free day.
haiz.

guess i have to mug soon?
but where to find time?
i shld be more determined to study than slp le. :(

and dear was studying my baluku.
and he found a small lil green spider.
then i asked: shld we kill it?
dear said: nvm la, let it live there. shld be fine.
then today we looked at it again.
there is a spider web ard my lil baluku. :(
shld have killed tt spider.
but dunno where is it hiding now. bleh. sad.
hope it doesnt produce too much offsprings.

2008-04-06T12:03:00.004+08:00

MY! think i haven gone out to shop for a long long time!!!!
so yesterday i felt like a tiger let out of the cage. wanting to snatch and buy everything i see.
gosh.
BUT my self control has improved tremendously i guess. i din get anything for myself in the end. :(
cos everything is so exp! thou i think with jus 200 dollars i can get all tt i wan.
but money dun come by easily.
i knew it after walking thru an ultra HEAVY downpour with thunderstorm, carrying two heavy bags . and having to hold a small umbrella tt cld only barely cover everything. felt so 狼狈. i was ALl wet by the time i reached my tutee's place. but i had no choice but to brave thru the rain for tuition. for jus a mere 60 bucks tt i usually jus spent on a SINGLE meal. how sinful. tt wld be 20 bowls of mee my mum n dad has to sell. gosh. :(

wells. yea so i am becoming a bit more aware of how much i am spending. i am picking up the habit of saving again , after dumping the thot for god knows how long. cant rmb the last time i saved. cant rmb the last time i shopped either. no wonder i find myself wearing the same things over and over again. boring!

wells. so i have this wish list:

1) puma bag 69 bucks
2) everlast covered shoes 39 bucks
3) belt 40 bucks
4) oakley sunglass case 60 bucks
tt wld be a nice 200 bucks eh.
no i must save!!!

and things i bought
1) two seahorse pillows for my parents 80 bucks
2) a coin pouch for dear 8 bucks
3) a belt for dears papa 44 bucks.

k enuf spent. i shall jus make do with what i have!!! determined!

9 more days to exams .
woah! time flies!

gotta mop the floow ltr ~~~

2008-04-04T19:05:00.001+08:00

yeah! the 3 of us!! =)))) my bestest clique! =)

2008-04-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

the views from the spectators stand. used to have all our morning assemby on the field. and watching sports day on the specs stand. oh fond memories.

sn cheerleading are the best tt i have seen!

2008-04-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

our sec 1 校长！=）

us in our assembly hall. where we performed on routine basis , and standing to do prefects duty.. so much memories~~

the view outside of hall.

me and carebear!

2008-04-04T17:09:00.004+08:00

sn track. dr william tan cycled on our track for 24 hrs.!

yings. yixi, me an mint!

tog with wendy., shingmin and yunshan!

sn canteen! can u see how crowded it is. it was so hard to make it from one side to the other!

us with the 姐妹桥

2008-04-03T15:41:00.002+08:00

very tired these few days.
the past few days were crazy. quiz after quiz. reports and assignments.
and before i know it i am going to have exams in 12 days time.
best.
and teacher is rushing thru nei jing now. from sbs transit speed to japan bullet train. i peng.
during the class i realise thou i was looking at her, i was stoning all the way.
and amanda even fell asleep while looking at her.
gosh. guess we are all tired.
becoming grumpy grandmothers. i guess now the only thing tt helps is to remain optimistic.
i wish to get back my quiz. hope it'll be a boost to me. hmmm.

and tuition is taking away my nap time. so i find it extra difficult to cope in the day.
i need lotsa sleep!
but heng tml is a free day .
can rest at home and digest the 填鸭式的教学。
going for tuition soon.
arh.....

just some pictures of me and eileen in korean costume.
i love trying on jap and korean costumes! =)

2008-04-02T01:52:00.003+08:00

最近我迷上了拍照！

拍南大校舍的照片。
其实只要有心肯放慢一下自己的脚步，去体会，每一处的南大都很美！
when i went to europe, the thing tt awed me most was the clear blue sky there.

when i told pple about my impression of europe, i will always say i saw very nice blue skies.
one tt i had never seen in singapore before.

but now i know why i had said tt . and it was totally wrong to make tt comment.
it was all about the pace u are going at.
in singapore, i am always rushing and chionging here and there. i had never bothered to look at the sky or whatsoever. things seem so natural. it is just there, so what is there to be bothered about? busy-ness engulfed my life then.

whereas in europe. i was able to go at a comfortable pace. life was not about books, it was about visting lots of places. and along the way u tend to appreciate nature more.
that's when i discovered that the blue sky can also be so beautiful.

glad i found the same clear blue sky in singapore too.
=)))

counting my blessings.

School of biological Sciences~~ my schOOL~ nice rite!! =)))

this tree was the tree that i had to pass by everyday before i can reach sbs. and i only discovered its beauty 2 yrs ltr. haha. what a joke. glad tt i had a nice snapshot of it.
pple from ntu, guess where this tree is??

2008-04-02T01:43:00.004+08:00

this was taken on my way to school on onday 31.3.08 when i was going for my 内经 quiz. it totally brightend up my mood so much! it was so bright n filled with hope compared to the night before where i cooped myself in the room with only a table light trying to cram in lots of last min info.

when i went to school i was happily telling everyone,
“EH! 今天的天气很好噢！太阳很温和！
可是没有人可以体会我再说什么，真的觉得很遗憾，
他们只不过说了“噢，是吗？” 便又继续读书了
我突然发现，
虽然每个人都生活在大自然中，却极少人会去体会，注意到大自然的变化有多么的美丽！

2008-04-02T01:30:00.004+08:00

this is playgrd in ntu near the nayang lake. it was a clear blue sky then. super nice!

the following are the super pretty clouds tt i saw when climbing the hall 2 slope to school. very very nicely shaped. i forgot what the cloud name is called. but it sure was beauty in the skY! =)

this pic looks so dream like. a lil cottage hse surrounded with trees. with a small car. hehe. too bad it is in a school. if not it wld have been a havenly home!

look at the shape the cloud has formed! cool rite. there is a symmetrical C on both sides of the clouds. pure beauty.

2008-03-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

i am soooooo bored!
wasted my entire wed away!!
my gosh.
and i still haven done my zuo ye. arh!!!
sian sian sian.
got meeting soon thoU!
arh so bored
=(((((((

2008-03-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

the moon is real pretty these two days! =))
and my dad dote on me lots!
feel so much like a lil princess.
=D

2008-03-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

my pretty multi coloured sand baluku! =)))
i love the glass cup we bought. so cute! so round and nice.

top view!! my fav cactus among so many in the shop!

my dear's desert cactus.haha. cos by then alr not enuf coloured sand le. boo.
thou i think his cactus has a nicer envt to grow in hoh. and he has more more more balukus!

2008-03-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

发现最近的我很奇怪。
我不再是当时的黄芳了吧
认为朋友大过天。
时时刻刻都想跟朋友出门，去玩！！

现在的我。。。好懒啊！！
懒得出门，
懒得meet 朋友。
就很 nua 很 nua 就对了.
知道这样不对，但是控制不了！！

现在的我，不再沉迷于玩游戏，不再沉迷于shopping!
厌倦了聊天喝咖啡。厌倦了无味的交谈。

现在的我很想接近自然，很想去欣赏各种花花草草。
很想去海边。很喜欢看看天空，看看云朵飘过。

现在的我更喜欢去运动，去游泳！去踩脚车！去练瑜伽。
这些都让我觉得好快乐，好舒服自在。
远离世界的尘嚣与喧嚷。
我很想得到心灵的平衡与平静。
真的好舒服。

我是不是老了？哈哈

2008-03-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

today i learnt sth new.
or maybe it isnt new but i came to internalise it finally. so ashamed of myself.

firstly, 当一个人要和你吵架，你对他笑，这个架就吵不起了。
有时，退一步真的是可以海阔天空的，忍一时就风平浪静了。

another thing is what my tcm tcha taught me today.
i rmb telling dear to not let a small issue cause him to overlook the good things tt i have done for him.
reflecting back, i myself am not able to do it.
haiz. 惭愧。
老师说，什么痛都比不上妈妈生孩子的痛。这句话可能已经听到老掉牙了巴。哈哈
但是谁会时时刻刻的去记住，给予母亲她应得的回报。
我自身都深感惭愧啊。
很多时候，我都觉得妈妈每天说的东西都是一样的。
我听了很厌倦，有时就装着很忙而不听。
但是我未曾想过，在她的工作环境里，除了说———还能接触到什么？
一个咖啡店，能大到看得到整个世界吗？
而他们如果能选择的话，会选择在咖啡店长时间的劳累，工作。
心心念念的就是为我和姐姐营造一个美好的家庭。让我们无后顾之忧的读书。
想到这点才感受到母亲的伟大，父亲的无限付出。
要铭记阿。

铭记！！！

2008-03-18T01:20:00.002+08:00

my stupid boy. hahaha so cute

hehe! hour glass shape! haha

i absolutely love this pic. so natural!
he finally noe how to look natural in photos. all thanks to my superb skill in phototaking and my new camera!!! =)))

hmm see i said my skill is better, hahaha.

2008-03-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

bolllyyywoooD!

chao TA

haha irritating chao ta! i LOVe this pic! so super cute! haha. and random.

as usual! hahhaa. yeah!

2008-03-18T00:39:00.003+08:00

pitcher plant!

the leaves are so green and nice!

super sweet periwinkle. with super sweet colours.

i love the smell of the rows of mandrain orange!!

ZIG ZAG plant! totally interesting! look at the stem!

2008-03-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

HEHE!
today is a chao chao in the ONEderland day!
today chao DA and chao TA went to swim. HEHE.
chao ta say chao da is lame.
chao ta taught chao da how to swim.

ltr chao da and chao ta went to katong flower shop to go near nature!!! yeah!!!
so there were alot if plants! even got pitcher plant!
in the end chao da n chao ta bought 4 BALUKU back! O_o
hehehehe. so funny.
so when we reached home, chao da and chao ta began to plant our little balukus. yeah!
and chao da's is a multicolour baluku vase.
chao ta's is of course chao ta colour, super desert like!! HAHA maybe chao ta's cactus can survive better in tt environment.
chao da has to make sure she dun itch to drown the cactus with water everyday!
shall post photos soON!!
=)))

what a lovely off b__ks day! =)))

rocks!

chao da and chao ta HAPPY! =D but tired. x_x

mission next:
cycling cum roller blading!

* ps. chao da slept. out of the game!

2008-03-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

有志者事竟成。
i wish this phrase will be as true as those who proved it to be true.

haiz.
有时还是会忍不住自问，
为何？
何以为何？
唉。

2008-03-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

i am believing in family love more and more.
i am beginning to understand what my dad has been trying to bring across to me since young, repeatedly.
i wont say it is an absolutely good things.
cos the realisation part did come with a certain amt of disappointment.
but it's all ok.
cos i have a great family and a great bf.

thanks to you all for standing by me all the while.
supporting me and guiding me thru everything i do.
counting my blessings.

=)

2008-03-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

i have learnt to just mind my own business.
and watch my words.
haiz. hahaa.
what a learning experience.
wells.
anyways. yep!

<<黄帝内经>>这一门深奥的学问还真的是让我为之惊叹.
一直以来都听说了他如何的重要,为中医的一本经典佳作.
从不知其理论得确能流传数千年.
而且其理论用于临床实践竟是如此形迹可见的.
中医... 真得太神奇了.
很开心能够研究这门富有高度价值的书.
=)))

for my tcm teachers,
除了尊敬还是万般的尊敬。
他们真得很敬业，也给了我无数的启发。
always telling us to when to combine western and tcm practice to achieve better results.
when to use tcm only.
never once did they compare the two and say either is better. never.
really respect them lots.

中医不只是个学术的课程，也是一个人品的塑造过程。
am loving tcm more and more!!
looking forward to more internships !

2008-03-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

i just bought a super duper good camera at the most recent IT fair.
i love it!!
its a Olympus u850sw 8 megapixel camera sold at 499 bucks. with 2 batteries free, a Seagate 80gb free agent free! a camera case, a dry bag, a 2gb xd card, a screen protector all for free! yeah! =))
falalalala. haha. these are the best gifts i feel. yeah~
and the camera can even add effects and even make the photo into calendar style etc. am i suaku or is it the newest technology!??
best thing is tt it is freeze proof till -10 degree Celsius. so i can bring it to use in Beijing! without it getting frozen.think it is the only camera tt is freezeproof on the market now. it is even water resistant! woah~ another plus point. so can take fishes under water. =))) and it is shock proof. haha.
can take panoramic photos too! and many many more functions waiting for me to explore!! yeah!! =))))
yeah~ i love it!
shall play with it more after my exams tml!
which i jus started yesterday~
wish me luck ! =))

2008-03-07T08:44:00.002+08:00

OH my god.
i appeared on tv! haha
k must really talk about the experience.
it was really fun and enjoyable! my heartbeat did not increase, i was actually enjoying myself.
its really interesting to see h 早安你好的主持人有多忙碌！一人身兼多职。
我也很庆信自己能与两位很好的教授接受访问。
真的是一个很不同的体验。
希望我的表现还算可以。

wells i guess this may be the only time that i appear on tv. haha.
so must remember . it is 早安你好访谈 7/3/08 7.40am!

2008-03-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

5.03.08

today is our first year anniversary! hee =))
yeah!
love my dear! =)

2008-03-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

i went to thread my eye brows for the first time in my life! it was really quite painful and i can feel all my eye brows flying around. peng. haha. but i was cringing and whining cos it was really pain! luckily the artist's skill is good. she was quick and swift, if not i will end up yelling in pain. and because u cringe too much, so the end result was an uneven eyebrow thickness. felt so odd! at least she helped me trim again!

ltr we all rushed for our yoga lessons. it is totally cooL~ i am taking yoga lessons !! it has been wat i am thinking for a long long time! the actions may look very elegant on many posters and magazines, but it ws really quite hard to achieve it arh. and i still thot it looked easy. think i haven been exercising for too long, even a simple thing like leave your arms right above ur head for a few mins left me aching alr. boo~ looking forward to more yoga lessons! =)

2008-02-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

hall prod whoosh!!

hall 2 verve prod is finally over. i guess it wld be the last prdtn tt i'll be inv in.
thou it din end tt beautifully , it still taught me alot of things along the way.
and now the thing tt i had been busy with for the past 1 and a half yr of uni life has ended.
hmm feeling a little lost indeed.

thou some parts din end well last nite, and i think maybe some pple will be like wah he/she cant act etc etc. how lousy it was at some parts.
but i am still proud of everyone of them in this team who brought this prdtn to jubilee hall.
where all our hard work paid off.
its great to have such a hardworking team behind us supporting us and motivating us on.
i feel glad to be part of this prdtn.
thanks a million to everyone!
main comm, sub comm and cast.
am really moved by the amt of hard work n effort put in. really really.
no words can express how i feel now.

i guess this wld mark a beautiful full stop to my prdtn life.
i miss acting so so much.

2008-01-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

tired. very tired
mood swings increasing.
sleep debt is increasing.
meetings are finally decreasing a little.
performance day is nearing.
worries are increasing.
school work is snow balling.
lagging.

tired.
simply tired.

i wan a break.
quiz are nearing.
exams are nearing too.
break... break is not nearing.
jus two weeks of school only.
shag .
tired.

2008-01-05T02:26:00.000+08:00

haha back to blogging!! woohoO~ hahaha.
today is the first day of the year where i blog.
2 more days to school reopening. so i went to sort out my backpack and dl new courses ! and there were new notes alr! haha. entering edventure after 1+ months of not entering there is so hm. interesting. hee~ new term is coming! come stress me again~ HAHA

was busy with our production these 3 days. and so happen to be i am sick again~ haiz! and heng dear suggested me to take panadol .never thot of eating tt. and i guess it works. but today when i wanna take the medicine again, dear say cannot! mus train ur immune system to fight it! hmm, seems true. hehe. but i think i am recovering soon eh. maybe the boon lay power nasi lemak supper helped?? hehe.

production date is drawing near. one more month to go only. most of the things are on track. yeah~ glad. =) we've got a great bunch of hall prod crew this year!! =))) feel so blessed.

haven gone out for supper for damn long!! and today jia di did an amazing act on the car. gosh~ haha. 6 persons live on her hands. but i thot the idea was damn cooL~ SHHHH. hahaa at least she is better than me. i pass driving le, oso haven gotten the chance to drive as yet! arh! daddy i wan car car!~

3.1.08 went back to st nicks. nths changed. but i felt tt we've all changed. how i wish we can all go back to the sec life again. i love st nicks! it contains the best parts of my life, the best frens i have, the best pple i met, the best experiences i shared with my frens, the best environment, the best sports day, the best mrs hwang our dear principal, the best canteen, the best fun fair, the best cca! hua hUI~, the best family dance, and much much more. totally miss tt place. we were lucky to meet up with the sale of uniforms n stuff. so we all bought PE shirts!! yeah!! i am so happy with the buY! i had long wanted sn PE shirt n shorts again! love it! we bought SN foolscap oso. and oso SN pencil case!! haha. the bookshop auntie was really cute, promoting to us how nice is the pencil box. and since it has the Sn logo, we all bought. lol =) we are all gonna use it this coming semester! =))

2.1.08 back for rehearsal!

1.1.08 dear stayed over at my house!! hehe. ltr went to his sister's house for lunch. the maccoroni tt she made is superb! with superb soup! and plentiful liao4! how to not get fat if i carry on like tt! hmmm

and it is alr 2008!!!
hahaha. i am going to be 22 this yr. my gosh. how scary. :s
what a thot.. my gosh! i wanna remain 17 every yr!

2007-10-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

yeah! no lecture on monday! hahahah hohohohoho! can go school ltr!! heheheheh! happY! =)))

2007-10-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

went to k box today. heard this very very meaningful song tt touched me deep down! its about ella's dog. tt died! haiz.. felt so sad for her. she had so much photos of him~~ thou it is quite an ugly dog but with her love, he seem super cute. this is a background to it. sobz. be kind to dogs. neva throw them away. think alpha ( my bf's dog) is one lucky dog. he got picked up by him. so alpha follows him everywhere he goes. thou he got thrown away , at least he met a nice master who is willing to take care of him. and alpha will always wait at the door for drew. so cute. the special bond is not sth tt can be easily felt neither can it be easily broken..

薔薔是Ella在2003年底買的巴哥犬，剛買來時，因為發現牠走路常會拐倒，S.H.E就開玩笑地將牠取名為「落鍊」，後來才發現原來明明就是母狗的薔薔，因為體內雄性賀爾蒙過高而變成了陰陽狗，也導致牠體弱多病，所以Ella將牠改名為「薔薔」，取「強強」的諧音，希望牠身體強壯一些。薔薔三年來病痛不斷，身體也比一般巴哥犬小一號，連獸醫曾說，薔薔生過的病可以寫成一本獸醫教科書了。也因為薔薔全身是病，所以Ella為薔薔付出了更多的心力及感情。

因為賀爾蒙失調之故，獸醫建議薔薔開刀結紮，沒想到以前已經開過兩次刀的牠，這次卻對麻藥產生過敏反應，在手術台上一睡不起。當天(6月4日)下午要起程前往香港工作的Ella，趕到醫院見到薔薔最後一面後，帶著眼淚上了飛機，在飛機及工作車程中，哭著在筆記本上完成了這首「薔薔」。

薔薔

詞曲：Ella (陳嘉桦)

還記得你喜歡咬著我的手
然後給我你嘴裡的球
要我陪你玩丟丟

你喜歡我摸摸你的小耳朵
窩在我的身旁
沒有煩憂
在夢裡遨遊

好狗狗好狗狗
謝謝你陪媽咪這麼久
你並沒有離開我
是搬到天堂生活

薔薔你要記得我
你不要走丟
快快找到天使
在天堂給我保佑

薔薔不要忘了我
還有親愛的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永遠活在記憶中

2007-10-11T10:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday after all the clumsy and careless doings of mine, me and dear dear are still chao HENG arh!! damn heng.. hoho. super enjoy yesterday~~ silly pple got luck ba. AHAHAH

yest clumsy me spilled water on study table, wetting my lappie and cooling fan, and then in the morning poured tea on my anat TEST BOOK!!!! :s. then ltr i thot i finished the soya bean milk alr. but the the straw dropped out and some soya bean milk dripped onto my newly printed notes. -_-''" damn suay i thot.
then ! last nite i only studied for about an hour for my anat test the next day. then i thot eh quite easy mah. very little things. who noes in the morning i go to sch i. i realize out of the two sets of notes, one of it i only had half of it printed out!!! damn it. somemore i pon tt lessons. start from scratch. then in the end go to class, the tcha say CA is not counted for our 2 AU course. MUAHAHA. HENG arh!!! but the rest felt quite cheated thou. bleh. :p hahaha

ltr went to suntec with dear dear. then arH~~ he consider for so long about buying the hush puppies polo tee and today when he decided to get it. there was a 20% off store wide~~ HHOHO. HENG!! hahha. in the end we spent so much 140 bucks. so we became members. hoho.

ltr went to walk ard. din go to orchard for gucci and LV or stuff like tt.
but then we walked into esprit looking for a black dress for my bday, what we saw turned into a bag. hoho. very nice design and quality~ hoho. new bag. best thing is LIGHT WEIGHT! so save quite a few bucks compared to the high end goods, thou it is not so cheap thou. haha. YEAH~~
HENG! shall use it starting next week. hoho. =))))

but dear's pocket for hole yest alr. HAHAH. oops. thanks sia~~ =)

2007-10-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

yeah! alls over!!
for THIS week! haha
but still glad tt i pulled thru it all. hehe. =)
and yea got pple say my hair nice i very happy arh!! hoho!! means money well spent.
and thou some neva say nice but they notice i cut hair! haha
nice change of style./ i feel younger. hoho.!

2007-10-04T11:22:00.001+08:00

wahaha. these are my pics. i took this cos it looked like i was fixed to a vacuum cleaner with a balloon on my head. it was smoking from 4 holes at the back of the balloon. LOL.

hmm how come i think i look werid now. must be the angle!!!! hahaha. but then yea okie la. diff me! with no parting! muahahaha. 4 hours of sitting down ~~~ hmm. paid off!

2007-09-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

haiz. i jus discovered i am really not a nice person at all. as in i knew it alr. but din noe it was tt bad. wad lao eh. siao de.
haiz.messed my life n pple's life up totally.

2007-09-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

HAIZ.
troubled.
sianZ@@@@@@
keep letting some stuff haunt me these few days !
damn. keep having dreams during my slp too.
hai.................................................................................
why cant things be simple and nice~~~
and i can lead a carefree life..
with no tests and exams. and worries abt money!

plain bored.

2007-09-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

hm time flies, it is alr the 6th week of school. and i feel tt i've aged significantly. lazy to go out for meals, sleeping all the time, lazy to even walk out of ntu. haiz. pig. somehow i feel stupid having to stay hall and then sacrificing more time than i shld in meetings . it cld have been better off for me travelling back home. where there are pple who cares for me, eats with me, talk to me, understands me, and not making use of me! bleh. but what is done is done,i land myself in this shit and i have to pull thru it.
it is not helping to noe tt i am having so many quiz and test coming up. esp after the term break. i really hate sat lessons. and sunday often i have to give tuition . there is simply no resting time for me. for myself. everyday is jus going for lessons, lessons and me lessons. cant the sbs staff do sth for us?? what are their presence for??!?! jus to sit in the office and not even listening to our complains. just trying to keep their job simple. shifting lessons all the way to sat while they can happily look after their child, sleep till sun shine on their butt every sat. i am ready to sacrifice my sat, but not in this unreasonable manner.

arh enuf of complains. it is polluting my blog.

*PISSSSSSSSS*

2007-09-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

it is not nice to be taken advantage of. maybe it is not intentionally, but too bad i saw it. u can hav ur time chit chatting n catching up with pple, building up ur ties, forging bonds, but at the expense of the other pple. i guess tt is not right. do ur job! and do ur job well!
i dun like it. when u dun appreciate and be thankful, yet infringe more into my good will.
and i am very disappointed with someone who holds s0 many positions like u. wats the pt of taking up so many nice sounding posts and not doing ur job well in any. u are just causing unnecessary nuisance to pple! hate it. hate it hate it.
was in a super duper good mood this morning. and i am in a foul mood now. not angry but disappointed. utterly disgusted!

2007-09-03T20:51:00.001+08:00

sat- makan at dears house
sun- play games!!!! wahahaha TANK!! contra! and etc etc ETC!!!
hehehhee. damn fun playing games with dear dear!
=)))
today sister staying over with me =)
yeah~ had stingray~ hehe.

2007-08-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

this week has been a really busy and lazy week. i woke up at 840 for an 830 lesson and i made it to class at like 850 \. how power can i get. haha. but then i neva shampoo my hair. and i am feeling damn gross out. cos yest went out to geylang for supper with lien, wei , milly and zm. yummy gong bao tian ji zhou. and my favourite coconut. haha. it was a quite fullfilling meal. hehe. so yep slept only at 3am. and i rmb myself happily dreaming away this morning. till i discovered i was late for class already!!

anyway main comm interview is finally over. yeah~ HAHA. quite a few pple came forward. hope they can work well. if not arh headache! and yest was casting oso. hmm din go too well thou. i thot it was quite rough at the beginning. and hmm still got alot of uncertainties on who to choose for actors. hmm.

how come thou we've planned so much there seem to be endless amt of work to do . haiz. it does no good anymore ot be telling myself tt after this is over i can relax. i just forsee more things coming!! haiz

and this week is so jia lat. i cannot meet dear for 1 week! not used to it totally. haiz. but dear going out with his frens. sob sob. its not tt i mind him going out with any other girls. i own be bothered by this kinda things. catching up with frens is no harm. in fact it is good to have ur own social life. but then i guess why i dun feel good is becos i myself cannot meet him for one week, then other pple can meet him. haiz sado. bleh. i shall spend my time from now onwards to mugging! mug mug mug! and not keep falling aslp. bleh. sob. i wan sat quiz to pass fast. wanna have some fun on sat with dear. without books. tcm bookz. okie i am totally not paying attention in anatomy class. its such a bony issue.

i miss dear dear
i miss jie jie.
i dun wan to stay in hall le . :(
i wan to go home.

2007-08-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

又一天的一个晴天
阳光印在这张旧沙发
躺下来闭上眼
恍然不知寂寞枕着蔓延
昨天的激情今天的空虚
还有一张惨白的脸慢慢改变
一杯水和一支香烟
混合安静孤独的气味
是纯情是谎言
星期天的早晨别太绝对
疯狂的世界不想这些
锁在门之外

有时候想把自己关起来
还是学着把心门拉开
人与人之间的关系变得不理不睬
习惯无关紧要的冷淡

有时候莫名其妙哭起来
难道这就是自愿自挨
谁不希望像飞鸟一样自由自在
谁不希望啊
谁不希望只是很难

2007-08-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

ooh i got my comp back. with a new hard disk. seems like its memory is all cleared. even the major organ is replaced. hmm. but have to send it for repair again. cos it cannot burn discs. sians. if not it'll be a perfectly new comp. k after changing it will all the more become a new comp~ yeah~ hahaha
anyway today ya. a bit sian. wake up early early. yest was quite a good nites slp. was damn tired. but the milo dinosaur, mee goreng and roti prata rocks! hahaha. yeah~ thanks dear. haha. love being like a small lil girl and jus let dear do all the decision for me. haiz. i am becoming so not independent. but its okie. he can be depended on! hoH??~! hahahhaa. yep yep. so yep. he helped me install some programs, if not i wont be typing this post alr. and i wil be a cave woman being locked in my room all day. and in hall having many meetings with no place to vent anything.

hope this week passes fast. it is a very busy week. cannot go home at all during weekdays. dun like this. i wan see my family toO! miss my queen size bed too. bleh. and i so have to buck up to study for my quiz arh! if not arh! damn jia lat! 30%!!! exam! hais. everyone started le. i shld be getting into some serious memorization work le. boo.

anyway last sun was quite a fun day. went to shit's hse to play WII! new game by nintendo!! haha. did some workout mans! cause my whole body to ache these 2 days. boxing la, golf la, tennis la, rugby la. wahahha. alot of games arh! and i tried testing my physical age, it is 74!!! -_-"' pengs rit.e i shld seriously consider doing some favourite sport alr. whole day makan-ing non stop onlY! boO!! but the game cost like 800 bucks!! if not my backside sure wil itch to get one. now only have sega with 8 games played since sec. sob sob. :'(

scholarship money coming in again! haha today they were complaining to me say the sch gonna chaarge them miscellaneous fee on 31st aug. hahaha. then i happily thinking of the email we saw yest, money refunding on 31st! hahahaha oops. but then where's my book money!!! and oh i sold the most irritating book i've got! hehehe. yeah~ next week can pass it on alr! wohoo! =)

today we did a lab. and we had to count the no of bacteria colonies tt was grown on the agar plate from last week's handwashing experiment. to see how much bacteria was eliminated after one wash. it is really disgusting to see white and yellow and pink colonies on it growing. can u imagine how much bacteria we are consuming whole day!! gosh. see alr wanna puke. smells super bad oso. but heng for me washing hand helps. it succesfully reduces my colony no from 30 to 4!! muahahha.a whereas our dear loo n manda got more after washing. hahaha. then they all complaining there. lol. so pple wash ur hands before eating!!!

2007-08-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

omg omg. i hate the feeling of getting damn stressed up! and i am feeling it totally now!!! my gosh! i cannto handle stress effectivelY one!!!!! pengs.
think mus be the tcm quiz tt is givin gme pressure. arh~~~
maybe it'll af3ect my diet. if i cant eat too much then oso good. time for slimming.
but i dun like the feeling of having lots of things to do!!!
kk cool down.

now these are the only times i can study.
sat- gone
sun-prob 2 hrs??? arh~~~~
mon- 6-9pm?? 3 hrs
tue- 3-8pm? 5 hrs
wed- 2-8pm? 6 hrs
thurs- 3-8 pm? 5 hrs
fri-2-10pm? 8 hrs

tt is w/o considering the time for napping , slacking, eating, bathing, family time and homework!! i need time!! grrrr.

2007-08-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

the sky was so blue and nice today. like the europe sky tt i saw.
the sunset tt i saw on the train was good too.
guess tt's sth good for the day.

hmmm. feeling VERY BUSY!!!! arh!!!!!! stressed out
all things are coming in!!!! pengs
i mus not neglect my work!!!!!!!!!

feeling very burnt out.
which shldnt be the case. cos it's only the 3rd week of sch. i feel damn shag alr. haiz. maybe i shld just go and rest soon. hate it when theres so many things on my mind.

and i hate it more when someone is hurting someone i love!!!!! idiot person. he had better have a good ans man. if not i so wanna screw hiM!!!!!!! bleh. damn. shant think about it. make pple angry only.

arh~~~~~~ i need MORE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-20T10:04:00.001+08:00

so i guess once again it is proven tt staying at home causes a greater extent of procrastination than being in halL! but then i enjoy every bit of it. from going to the market, sleepign slacking, watching animire (watched claymore!! 8 eps of it! super nice!), preparing and 'cooking' dinner. and oso receivin 8 calls from dear. hahahahaha. kinda enjoyable arh. hehehehe. =))) staying at home still feels best. hee. =) and guess what, i get to stay home this wed n thurs!! woohoO~ no lessons! including 2 hrs of self declared freedom! HEHEHEHE. i WILL study at home!!! cos the source of distraction needs to go school ! muahahhaa. happY!
yep yeP! so looking forward to tuesday , wed and thurs. this week is SHIOK! woohoO~

yesterday, me and sis were trying to think abstract and watched an SYF dance dvd lent to me by yuqi. and we were totally 0verwhelmed by their dance steps. ( particularly by their LEGS!) i had always imagine dancers to be wearing very tight fitting, silky dress and dancing like chang e. u noe those typical feeling of some gu dian mei nv. btu then i was wrong arh! they can be wearing tights with shirt (HC) , and silky dress ( crescent, Serangoon JC), and oso some black costume displaying their wealth of having long legs and hands ( AJC!!). gosh i see nth but legs. totally extraordinary. i kept laughing! hahaha. so i only watched these schools but it is enuf to feel inspired.

so we've planned. my son in the future will learn violin so tt can xian girls, and learn tkd. my daughter leh learn dance! and piano. muahahaha. and oso swimming!!! then i can go learn with them. HAHAHA. i cant swim well. so sad la!! so they cannot be like me. hehehe. yep!!! =)))) dear agree not?? hahahaha.

2007-08-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally get to update a bit.
tuesday--> met dear for dinner today at bedok! 3 person only spent 20bucks to gt a fulfilling meal. hehe. bedok sure has nice food! yuM! i had a stayover again! haha. thou the trip to sch next day was kinda hmm long, but apart from tt the queue for 179 was much worse!! i cant even see the end to the queue la!! pengs. so had to take 199. and was late by half and hr for lecture. lol

wed-->met dear for a spice up our life day! hahah. went to makan at thai express! woohoO~ tried the tomyam glass noodle. totally spicy and hoT! my stomach a bit cannot take it arh. no sensation on my tongue after tt. lol. then ltr walked ard suntec and i was so glad ot find PROMOD in singapore!! can shop there! but a bit espensive arh!! i love this brand. can mix retro colours really well ! very cheerful and bright colors. the right style for me! hehe. =) and i tried so many sun glasses today! must have been no less than 20 frames arh. so tiredd after tt. dear nearly bought me a dior shades. 400 arh!! so exp! heng i stopped him. hmm. shades shades shades, shld i get one?

thurs--> me went to nus to buy anatomy book, chatted wth rongs for a while before going back. heng dear called me just in time for me to board the train to kallang to meet him for dinner. hehe. love dear. think there is a sort of telepathy bet us eh. hehehe. soyep! i met him for a tian ji porridge at geylang. ltr was smooth tou huay n crunchy you tiao! yuM!

fri--> meeting n mugging day. first mugging day of the sem! hahahas

sat--> had a long lesson watching so many er xin dvd videos. so gross!!! but i seem to be gaining some knowledge eh. tcm is interesting! ltr met dear at bugis and we shopped at OG. hahaa. bought two polo tee. hehehehe. =)))) then went to dear's house for dinner! today alot of food to eat arh! got curry fish head and chili cum pepper crab! super bigg and nice. i had two gong arh! hohohoh. but pooor deartoo heaty so cannot eat so much. so i help him eat his share. hahahhaa. whee. yummy food today!!

i love dear!

2007-08-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

yup. second week of sch. hmm very sianz. this week has been quite down on my luck. dunno leh. maybe i am affected by eileen's moood oso. cos she always quite sian due to the timetable and wsc stuff. so arh. when i see pple pullin long face, my round face oso become long. heh.

anyway, yep we have a very lousy TA for microbiology. congratulations to us. was super angry. guess we really have to do tutorials now. felt so lost, when everyone ard me did, yet i didnt!!! but i really dun feel like doing sia. so today i used 50 bucks to buy a textbook on physiology and oso indirectly trying to buy some conscientiousness and hardworkin-ness. pls let all these good traits that has been long gone since JC to come back to me!!! tcm is really hard to study now too arh!!

but there is one good thing, yest was a really fruitful day for us hall prod!~!! we found all our main comm members alr!! yeah!!!! SO HAPPY! including the most crucial ones like DIRECTOR!!! hope they dun let us down. but tt will oso mean tt more work will be coming in soon!. like the selection of cast, main comm interview, meetings, and script etc etc. neva ending. its hard to be one of the producers ba. so many things to see to.maybe we shld do some job division le. then we dun have to be busy over everything! can go crazy !arh! the new comm seems to be quite a fun lot. got many self -high gals and guys! yippie! hope it'll be a success! =)

today we had lab! sianz~~~ 3 prac all in 3 hours . how to finish. when it was 230, time for us to go, we were still left with 20%, the TA went to off all the lights. ROARRRRRR!!! cannot even do much. have to chop chop leave. neva even see much arh!!! after 2+ hours of staring in to the microscope tryin to focus and tame the microorganisms to be spotted by our eyes. and oso staining them, bbq-ing them, washing them, sucking them, viewing them, drawing them, plating them etc etc! they sure had a good time watching the bigg bigg round eyes trying to see them in the microscope with much difficulty. and all the question marks on those alien's head. haiz. i hate prac. but i shall for once fo my prac earlY! like maybe tonight!!! shal be a good girl!! then my dear can be proud me me. heheheh.
think yr 2 things are so screwed! if they were to give their tutorial so late! how they expect pple to do it earlY! boo! and lectures oso give so late~~ have to bring lappie le.

going to meet dear dear ltr. so glad. i need some escapade from here!!! realise i cant stand it being in hall alone all the time. too lazy to go out. too lazy to find frens to entertain me and too lazy to entertain frens. i am becoming so zi bI~~~~ oh NO~

2007-08-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

haven been here for some days le i think. haha. so shall update a bit!
friday was normal sch day again, went to give tuition and ltr met dear to makan at my daddy's place!! yumMY~ and after tt dear dear stayed over at the tigress den. hohohoh. so funny. dear kept saying he want to go home, cos i fierce. lol. maybe ba. when i am concentrated on doing sth can be a lil fierce. lol.

sat was yet another SCHOOL DAY!!! grrrr. lessons was so long! cant concentrate in lessons well too. cos somehow feel bad making dear wait for me till 330. but he slept till 1+ la. so i guess it's still alrite for him ba huh. while i woke up at 730!!! boo~ after tt went back to his house!! and his daddy made really really really yummy food yesterday!! wah! super nice arh! the fish, the prawn, the sotong, the tao geh, the fish cake, the pepperish souP!! Delicious! and ltr was dessert by ah mai, the barley white fungus soup was great man!! tried making it today, hmm not exactly same but half way there, shall try harder arh!! and there were nice to lim de teh, and grapes! hahaha. enjoy myself lot arh! hehee.

sunday is finally a slacker day for slackers! so i roughly noe why i dun like to do work on sun. cos i alr study 6 days a week. think i need a break arh. cannot be 7 days all touching notes ba. hm. haiz. i dun liek sats. it is so hard to pass with such long lessons. anyway back to suN!! went for tuition then ltr took a bus to amk to get a Levi's jeans for dear. he has been eyeing it for long lo. so glad to noe tt he love it arh! =))) money well spent! it is not a waste! shall pamper dear more as far as i can. =) love dear alot arh!!! think i'll miss him alot again. can only see him on wed again.sob.
today jie jie cooked! hehe. oso yummy! haven had porridge for so long le. so depressing. like tt how to lose weight. getting fatter!
and dear helped me thot of a great idea to celeb 21st bday le. hehe. yeah~ shall see how it goes~~ =)

2007-08-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

lee: 'You are NOT my brother!'
Carter: 'We are not brothers??
after all that we've been through,
Rush hour 1, rush hour 2?'

hf+ andrew: LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! SUPER FUNNY! *pengs*

hehehe. yep yep! tt was the best part that i like about rush hour, it was super fuNNY! and the civil vs seafood, guai guai and guai guai ji. LOL. super good show. chris tucker is damn funny la! super irritating man oso. and it was shot in france!!! woohoO~ so yea it was kinda exciting to see the places that i've been to. it is really pretty cool, cos usually the places of filming are often so far yet so near.

so yeP! yesterday i met dear dear after two days of not meeting hiM! miss him like crazy. :p
and today we met again! cos of national day!! my parents were off work toO! yippie! so yep! today me, papa and mama went down to the market early in the morning at abt 9am to do some grocery shopping. bought lotsa food!!!! and we had liu ye bao with cabbage for breakfast! yuM! so long neva had tt for breakie. =)) after which, we joined our lovely sister to take a stroll ard amk huB! love to bring them ard to see see. hee. we had most fun at the ntuc XTra! hmm. shld i get the hair dryer neh??? hahahaz. 69 bucks!!! =pouts= dear drew joined us there tOO! ltr came home for dinner!! mum and jie whip up a delicious dinner ! OishII~

so we all arranged our chairs in a way tat all of us can watch the ndp show and have dinner comfortably at the same time. whee~ =) great day today! hehehe.

2007-08-06T19:19:00.001+08:00

today is the start of a new semester! so hardworking me and leen loo went to print notes in library 2! and then we saw a super duper long queue at the photocopying room so we thot ' oh no,dun photocopy! so many pple! lecture going to start in 5 mins time!' so yep! we sent 4 copies for printing. in the end we waited for almost half an hour!!! gosh! so paiseh can! we sent in a total of 21mb! so arh the printer process it very slowly cos too much to print alr. then those behind us were all printing things in terms of kb. think they all curse and swear there. damn malU! shld have digg a hole n jus crawl in! :S

and today is our dear LEEN LOO"S bday! welcome to our 20th gang! hehehehee. left manda joining us next month. then the month after next i'll be moving on to the 21st gang. haiz. time flies. they are so young!!! only 19!!! gosh~! anyway yep! so we went to JP pizza hut! hehehe. yummy pizzas. hoho. and better service this time. cos they got do flickering of light when they took out the cake, giving us all a surprise. and they helped us develop a photo! thou it is super blurred. hahaha. but its the thot tt counts. ltr we went to get a nalgene bottle. hoho.

after tt we chiong back for classes again. TCM lessons! i fell aslp! haiz~~ but this time the prof is good tOO! hehe. goodie goodie. tml better go earlier then can sit infront then will listen in class arh! hahaha.

cant wait for national day hols to come! then can slack again. hope parents will rest tt day. then can slack at home with them and have good meal at night!

I am so missing my zhu zhu. :(

love drew drew!!!! =)

2007-08-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

yeah! today is our fifth month annivesary!!! hehe. i spent 3 very wonderful days with dear dear. hee. love the times i spend with him. and yes dear i have neva regret being with ya before. rmb u are my present n future wor!! hees. =)

yep yeP! so today i gave tuition and it was my pay day! yippie! love givin tuition to earn extra bucks to spend! ltr met drew dear at noon for lunch! had a very traditional hainanese chicken rice at far east plaza. it was so good! first time me eating roasted chicken skin. hahas. ltr went to walk ard. and i bought my white covered shoes! hope it dun chui too fast. now think it is a bit chui. these kind of shoes always need to buy n buy arh! broke! :x
after tt we went to lots of shops, especially project shOp! lots of it! hahahhaa. keep looking at their pouches n waist pouch. nice arh!! but then dun waste money getting la. of not much use anyway. cannot buy on impulse, cannot buy on impulse,cannot buy on impulse!!!! trying to find a waist pouch for dear dear, but it is just so hard to find!!! and i realise, my taste is a bit the hmmm... unique! hmm :s

after some walking, we were both so tired, so we went for our teh sessions again at cineleisure! hehe. had a brownie! ltr walked down to PS and we somehow manage to chance upon the ISTANA openhouse!! muahahhaa. so we quickly queue to go in and take a look at our presidents house! there is a bigg wide field with very nice green pastures! very well kept and trimmed! but it was a long walk in. super hot! took quite a few pictures. had some fun zi pai-ing.

then we got so hungry, so naturally it was followed up by a yummy dinner!!!!!! super yumMY! at THAI EXPRESS!!! oh my gosh! the tom yum soup is godess!!! full of goodness. spicy yet sour! when u feel it going down ur throat and sinking into ur stomach, it is pure shiok-ness! ultra goodie! hehe. the pineapple rice was good toO! i love the claypot crayfish grass noodle. very nice arh!! alot of pepper! yummY! so i signed up for their membership card. HEHEHE. another good recommendation by dear, hoho. enjoy life wor. =)))) super shioK! i am alr salivating agaiN~~ wooO~~~~ hahahaha. *droOLS~~~*

tml is the start of our school term alr!!! gosh!! it is super fast eh!!! seems like there are alot of things to do. think the prof are all still in hols mood cos no lecture notes are up at all! not even those tt are for tml morning! tsktsk.

oh and dear told me today tt yest he din mean to say 豬豬, it was meant to be drew drew! HAHAHA. too bad. it is alr distorted. so it shall remain as:::

芳芳 love 豬豬!!! **muacKS~~* =)

2007-08-05T00:55:00.001+08:00

今天豬豬和芳芳去騎腳踏車!!!! 好開心喔! =)

i had a very fruitful day today! Literally! heheh.
first up was walking to the bak chou mee place for a yummy breakfast! ltr we went to ntuc and buy food for dinner! hoho!
so yep! ltr we went home, and we played game on the LCD TV!! muahaha. damn coOL la! we're both so bad at street fighter. think we are more used to those hmm puzzle bobble thingy etc. still find it way cool to be playing on tv. addicted arh!!! then at the same time can watch show and eat walls chocolate heaven. yumm! enjoy life.
after tt we went for cycling! to pasir ris park and then to fish farm. my butt is super pain rite now. ouch~ it was quite relaxing to be sitting by the beach eating ice cream.
when we went back, dinner was ready for us after we bathed! woOT! coOL~~ heheehe. feed the two hungry pple. hehe. and after dinner was really a spread of fruit to eat! selection includes banana, longan, rambutan, grapes (both green n purple), watermelon! alot wor! and ltr came back even got papaya! burp! FRUIT-ful day. hehehee

2007-08-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!! i am posting with the screen cast on the TV!!!! 42 inch LCD TV!!! mygosh!!!!! way cooL!!!!! HEHEHEHE.sitting dunno how many metres backj!!!!faints.LOL. nice breakie today!
yum!! goodie goodi.heheehe.

WHEE~~~~~ =DDDDDDD

2007-08-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

woot! think i am a super slacker!!!! gosh. keep ponning camp. only went for 2 days for a 8 day camp. hmmmm. tt doesnt sound very right hoh. but then hmm. i feel lazy. totally lazy to mingle and mix. so i am super comfortable now with drew dear n my family. haha. enjoy their company alot arh!!! they always shower me with lots of love!!! very xing fu~~~ love my parents!!! love my jie jie! love my dear! =)

2007-08-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

yeah! i am finally able to rest at home. home sweet home. slept all the way till 12+pM! MUAHAHA. shiok.

think i am getting old. i am not enjoying orientation camp as much as i did last yr. maybe its becos of the company ba. need someone who has about the same frequency to get high with me!! auntie high-ness. not the clubbing kind of high-ness. as described by my senior. which i found quite true eh. hahahaha.. the freshies are really cute thou. very fun loving too! yep!

think sometimes i wanna care and do too many things and it brings me to no where instead. 力不從心吧. like for eg i wanna go for camp, yet i was sick but still i insist on going for it cos i dun wanna miss out too much. so in the end i alternate bet the two. unable to smile in camp then screwing up things. and me feeling totally lethargic and down. which was good tt i decided to disppear one day to recover first before going back to camp again. another is tt i wanna go camp, yet not losing out time spent with dear n family. so i keep going in out in out of camp. then i decided tt even if i tried mixing with tt pple there they wont be very close frens of mine. maybe jus acquaintances cos a few days is too short to forge strong bonds esp when i go in and out of camp. so yep now i value time spent with dear and family more than those playing times. thou sometimes it is a lil irresponsible. hm.. conclusion is i shall not take up so many things from now on le. keep landing myself in a dilemma. pleasing no one at the end of the day. haiz. why like tt leh. hmm. change change change. i am mammothing to a butterflY! MUAHAHHA.

wanna slack slack slack. hf needs quiet times everyday! maybe jus slack in the room, doing my own things, or not doing anything, jus plain stoning for at least 1 hr will make me feel less tense up and less tired. hmm. yep. so i guess it is good tt i got a single room. wanna make it super cosy. cos i am going to spend 6 days there. hmmm. just did a redrafting of my timetable. hehe. yeah~~ the timetable this yr is quite confusing so it took me some time to redraft it. really hope i get forensic!! then i can clear all my electives!!

anyway tt day dear was quite funny, he looks totally disgusted with my blog layout. thou i kept emphasizing tt it's not the final look. jus tt i haven figured out how to handle some html. he was like going, be comp engin gf oso must have some std!!! how can pple see ur blog looking like tt when u have a comp engin bf!!! :( sob sob. LOL. so yep he is helping me with some of the html. so till he figured it out, this blog is jus going to look like tt. hmm kinda empty and lifeless eh after looking at it for long. lol.

oh yesh yest was another time of proving to myself how sotong i am!! i wore a neck strap all the way thru out the camp. and since yest we had to leave our bags somewhere so i took out all my money, ic, cards, atm cards etc and put it into this small pouch in my neck strap. reason is i THOUGHT it was safer. but it proved to be otherwise! during dinner time, when i felt sick of wearing it, feeling my neck geting itchy, i took it off and jus dump it at dunno where. then after playing for one whole night, when i was kinda exhuasted. some of us left sentosa to go home! but when i got to harbour front, i cldnt find my ezlink!!! tt was the only time when i realise i lost my neck strap!!! damn. lucky me and vivian caught the last bus into sentosa, asked ard and finally yesH! found it!!!! gosh. heng arh~~~ how i hope my lady luck will neva leave me. cos i am always so forgetfuL! leaving my things here there everywhere. tsk tsk. a practice tt i haven been able to quit since young. always leaving things i hold in my hand behind. blehs. then pro us took the last bus out of sentosa again. phew~~~ we went in feeling so high but came out feeling totally exhuasted.

this post is so random. is there so much random things in my head? hmm feeling sleepy again. thou i jus woke up for 2 hrs. hahahah.

2007-07-30T15:54:00.001+08:00

oh no.. i am sick sick sick again! sob sobz.
first was sore throat, then sore throat again. and now common cold! =(
so sianz. falling sick is not a good way for starting camp.
now i haven been attending much of my OG activities, and hence needless to say i dunnoe any juniors yet!!! gosh. none leh! sianz.....
its so good to be home.
shall go and slp.
lacking of slp.

2007-07-29T08:55:00.000+08:00

i had a very bad night of slp!! gosh. slept at 3++ then at first i cldnt fall aslp. so roll roll roll. then at only 7+, the morning light was spilling thru my blinds like nobodys business and concentratting the beams on my bed!!! arh~~~ cant even slp with tt amt of light. i am gonna change my bed postition again le. arh~~~ make me feel so tired today... sobx.

2007-07-29T02:27:00.001+08:00

i am back in hall 2~!

thanks so much to dear dear for driving me back!! woohoo. cooL~~ i only rmb myself saying
'SIGNAL!!! SIGNAL!!!' constantly! haiyo all those lao jiao all dun signal one. tsk tsk. lol. first time taking dear dear's car. hehehehe. he's a safe driver! phew~~~ then on the way back i was supposed to give direction, i think i wasnt of much help arh!! i kept saying 'ok prepare, gonna turn left alr, turn left!' in the end 'EH NO!!! not this junctioN!!'. Then there's this worst one, i thot i was quite sure we need to turn left, but when we saw the sign, it wass pointing to mandai ZOO!!! ARGH!!! heng dear haven drove in yet. phew. k so after much screams and shouts, we made it back safely to ntu WITHOUT getting lOST!!! haahah. one bigg achievement!! LOL.

and i realise no matter how much barang barang i bring in, the room still feels empty. think cos one person oso a bit hmm lonely~~~but then i still love this roOM! yeah!

cooL~ so now i am on the making of my cosy corner, after i wash all my cushions and stuff tt i brought from home. hehehe. and i have a laser printer on loan from dear! woohoO! great! and hmm a quite well equipped halL!. hehehe. coOL~

CAMP WOOHOO starting tml to next sunday!
hope my OG will be real fuN!
LUKA ~~~~

2007-07-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

ooh yeah! i bought my lil white table measuring 55cmx55cmx45cm. and a blue ruG!! cosy corner in the making!! heheh. yeah! =D

2007-07-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

evolution of an EGG!!!!
first is outside the egg!

fold fold fold. me too fat to fit into tt egg totally thou. :'(

coming out!!! birth! lol

the bib looks real cute. hahahaha.

my sister's way of measuring cloth. 130cm is her full length body!!! and it happens to be just nice leh! laugh till pengs. rolls on the floor. lol

2007-07-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

my jie jie on the chair with a cooked crab tt still has to be sat on. poor crab!~! hahaha.

rows of cute chairs with small toys.

i look squashed. lol. but it is quite comfy ba. hehe.

this one is better! more space!! heheheh

rocking moon. we're having lotsa fun there. so tourist-sy like. lol