20080426
alright time flies.
it is going to be the end of april alr!! omg!!
still left with one more paper.
sian.
pharmacology is 'feeding' me with too many drug names tt seem impossible to be memorised.
pengs. with all the receptors, effects, side effects and blah..
and tcm pharmaco is sick too! with such weird phrasing tt i dun uds.
fancy shrinking and dilating blood vessel can occur tog?? and never say shrink what dilate what??
and with 5 self study papers tt i dun uds at all.
?????
state of confusion.
state of wanting to nau but cannot nua, wan to play game but must ctrl.
but then wan to study oso cant absorb.
so i was jus purely lying ard , snoring away. and dazing.
i wan to get pass this stage fast man.
bleh.
it is going to be the end of april alr!! omg!!
still left with one more paper.
sian.
pharmacology is 'feeding' me with too many drug names tt seem impossible to be memorised.
pengs. with all the receptors, effects, side effects and blah..
and tcm pharmaco is sick too! with such weird phrasing tt i dun uds.
fancy shrinking and dilating blood vessel can occur tog?? and never say shrink what dilate what??
and with 5 self study papers tt i dun uds at all.
?????
state of confusion.
state of wanting to nau but cannot nua, wan to play game but must ctrl.
but then wan to study oso cant absorb.
so i was jus purely lying ard , snoring away. and dazing.
i wan to get pass this stage fast man.
bleh.
fang spoke at : 11:25 pm
20080416
hmm out of some twist and turns , i've got a new phone again.
but this time i din request for one. maybe it is jus destined tt i change my hp everyyear.
but i still miss my e65. need some time to get use to the tiny keypad of w890i.
and its a change from nokia to se. hmm.. shall see how it is.
hehe
but the phone is really damn slim! H~MM~. can play with it lo!
but this time i din request for one. maybe it is jus destined tt i change my hp everyyear.
but i still miss my e65. need some time to get use to the tiny keypad of w890i.
and its a change from nokia to se. hmm.. shall see how it is.
hehe
but the phone is really damn slim! H~MM~. can play with it lo!
fang spoke at : 10:58 am
20080409
haiz.
i suddenly realised tt i am jus 5 days to exams.
and i dun feel the sense of urgency
in fact i have NOT even started my revision.
tcha haven even finished treaching.
while everyone has ended their classes.
we are still busy trying to finish what we have.
best.
yest i had yoga.
today is a free day. i went to swim.
and owing to these two sports.
i am physically and mentally drained.
提不起劲 at all.
i feel lethargic all day.
gosh.
so there goes my free day.
haiz.
guess i have to mug soon?
but where to find time?
i shld be more determined to study than slp le. :(
and dear was studying my baluku.
and he found a small lil green spider.
then i asked: shld we kill it?
dear said: nvm la, let it live there. shld be fine.
then today we looked at it again.
there is a spider web ard my lil baluku. :(
shld have killed tt spider.
but dunno where is it hiding now. bleh. sad.
hope it doesnt produce too much offsprings.
i suddenly realised tt i am jus 5 days to exams.
and i dun feel the sense of urgency
in fact i have NOT even started my revision.
tcha haven even finished treaching.
while everyone has ended their classes.
we are still busy trying to finish what we have.
best.
yest i had yoga.
today is a free day. i went to swim.
and owing to these two sports.
i am physically and mentally drained.
提不起劲 at all.
i feel lethargic all day.
gosh.
so there goes my free day.
haiz.
guess i have to mug soon?
but where to find time?
i shld be more determined to study than slp le. :(
and dear was studying my baluku.
and he found a small lil green spider.
then i asked: shld we kill it?
dear said: nvm la, let it live there. shld be fine.
then today we looked at it again.
there is a spider web ard my lil baluku. :(
shld have killed tt spider.
but dunno where is it hiding now. bleh. sad.
hope it doesnt produce too much offsprings.
fang spoke at : 7:11 pm
20080406
MY! think i haven gone out to shop for a long long time!!!!
so yesterday i felt like a tiger let out of the cage. wanting to snatch and buy everything i see.
gosh.
BUT my self control has improved tremendously i guess. i din get anything for myself in the end. :(
cos everything is so exp! thou i think with jus 200 dollars i can get all tt i wan.
but money dun come by easily.
i knew it after walking thru an ultra HEAVY downpour with thunderstorm, carrying two heavy bags . and having to hold a small umbrella tt cld only barely cover everything. felt so 狼狈. i was ALl wet by the time i reached my tutee's place. but i had no choice but to brave thru the rain for tuition. for jus a mere 60 bucks tt i usually jus spent on a SINGLE meal. how sinful. tt wld be 20 bowls of mee my mum n dad has to sell. gosh. :(
wells. yea so i am becoming a bit more aware of how much i am spending. i am picking up the habit of saving again , after dumping the thot for god knows how long. cant rmb the last time i saved. cant rmb the last time i shopped either. no wonder i find myself wearing the same things over and over again. boring!
wells. so i have this wish list:
1) puma bag 69 bucks
2) everlast covered shoes 39 bucks
3) belt 40 bucks
4) oakley sunglass case 60 bucks
tt wld be a nice 200 bucks eh.
no i must save!!!
and things i bought
1) two seahorse pillows for my parents 80 bucks
2) a coin pouch for dear 8 bucks
3) a belt for dears papa 44 bucks.
k enuf spent. i shall jus make do with what i have!!! determined!
9 more days to exams .
woah! time flies!
gotta mop the floow ltr ~~~
so yesterday i felt like a tiger let out of the cage. wanting to snatch and buy everything i see.
gosh.
BUT my self control has improved tremendously i guess. i din get anything for myself in the end. :(
cos everything is so exp! thou i think with jus 200 dollars i can get all tt i wan.
but money dun come by easily.
i knew it after walking thru an ultra HEAVY downpour with thunderstorm, carrying two heavy bags . and having to hold a small umbrella tt cld only barely cover everything. felt so 狼狈. i was ALl wet by the time i reached my tutee's place. but i had no choice but to brave thru the rain for tuition. for jus a mere 60 bucks tt i usually jus spent on a SINGLE meal. how sinful. tt wld be 20 bowls of mee my mum n dad has to sell. gosh. :(
wells. yea so i am becoming a bit more aware of how much i am spending. i am picking up the habit of saving again , after dumping the thot for god knows how long. cant rmb the last time i saved. cant rmb the last time i shopped either. no wonder i find myself wearing the same things over and over again. boring!
wells. so i have this wish list:
1) puma bag 69 bucks
2) everlast covered shoes 39 bucks
3) belt 40 bucks
4) oakley sunglass case 60 bucks
tt wld be a nice 200 bucks eh.
no i must save!!!
and things i bought
1) two seahorse pillows for my parents 80 bucks
2) a coin pouch for dear 8 bucks
3) a belt for dears papa 44 bucks.
k enuf spent. i shall jus make do with what i have!!! determined!
9 more days to exams .
woah! time flies!
gotta mop the floow ltr ~~~
fang spoke at : 12:03 pm
20080404
yeah! the 3 of us!! =)))) my bestest clique! =)
fang spoke at : 7:05 pm
sn cheerleading are the best tt i have seen!
fang spoke at : 6:45 pm
our sec 1 校长！=）
us in our assembly hall. where we performed on routine basis , and standing to do prefects duty.. so much memories~~
the view outside of hall.
me and carebear!
fang spoke at : 6:04 pm
sn track. dr william tan cycled on our track for 24 hrs.!
yings. yixi, me an mint!
tog with wendy., shingmin and yunshan!
sn canteen! can u see how crowded it is. it was so hard to make it from one side to the other!
us with the 姐妹桥
fang spoke at : 5:09 pm
20080403
very tired these few days.
the past few days were crazy. quiz after quiz. reports and assignments.
and before i know it i am going to have exams in 12 days time.
best.
and teacher is rushing thru nei jing now. from sbs transit speed to japan bullet train. i peng.
during the class i realise thou i was looking at her, i was stoning all the way.
and amanda even fell asleep while looking at her.
gosh. guess we are all tired.
becoming grumpy grandmothers. i guess now the only thing tt helps is to remain optimistic.
i wish to get back my quiz. hope it'll be a boost to me. hmmm.
and tuition is taking away my nap time. so i find it extra difficult to cope in the day.
i need lotsa sleep!
but heng tml is a free day .
can rest at home and digest the 填鸭式的教学。
going for tuition soon.
arh.....
just some pictures of me and eileen in korean costume.
i love trying on jap and korean costumes! =)
the past few days were crazy. quiz after quiz. reports and assignments.
and before i know it i am going to have exams in 12 days time.
best.
and teacher is rushing thru nei jing now. from sbs transit speed to japan bullet train. i peng.
during the class i realise thou i was looking at her, i was stoning all the way.
and amanda even fell asleep while looking at her.
gosh. guess we are all tired.
becoming grumpy grandmothers. i guess now the only thing tt helps is to remain optimistic.
i wish to get back my quiz. hope it'll be a boost to me. hmmm.
and tuition is taking away my nap time. so i find it extra difficult to cope in the day.
i need lotsa sleep!
but heng tml is a free day .
can rest at home and digest the 填鸭式的教学。
going for tuition soon.
arh.....
just some pictures of me and eileen in korean costume.
i love trying on jap and korean costumes! =)
fang spoke at : 3:41 pm
20080402
拍南大校舍的照片。
其实只要有心肯放慢一下自己的脚步，去体会， 每一处的南大都很美！
when i went to europe, the thing tt awed me most was the clear blue sky there.
其实只要有心肯放慢一下自己的脚步，去体会， 每一处的南大都很美！
when i went to europe, the thing tt awed me most was the clear blue sky there.
when i told pple about my impression of europe, i will always say i saw very nice blue skies.
one tt i had never seen in singapore before.
but now i know why i had said tt . and it was totally wrong to make tt comment.
it was all about the pace u are going at.
in singapore, i am always rushing and chionging here and there. i had never bothered to look at the sky or whatsoever. things seem so natural. it is just there, so what is there to be bothered about? busy-ness engulfed my life then.
whereas in europe. i was able to go at a comfortable pace. life was not about books, it was about visting lots of places. and along the way u tend to appreciate nature more.
that's when i discovered that the blue sky can also be so beautiful.
glad i found the same clear blue sky in singapore too.
=)))
counting my blessings.
School of biological Sciences~~ my schOOL~ nice rite!! =)))
one tt i had never seen in singapore before.
but now i know why i had said tt . and it was totally wrong to make tt comment.
it was all about the pace u are going at.
in singapore, i am always rushing and chionging here and there. i had never bothered to look at the sky or whatsoever. things seem so natural. it is just there, so what is there to be bothered about? busy-ness engulfed my life then.
whereas in europe. i was able to go at a comfortable pace. life was not about books, it was about visting lots of places. and along the way u tend to appreciate nature more.
that's when i discovered that the blue sky can also be so beautiful.
glad i found the same clear blue sky in singapore too.
=)))
counting my blessings.
School of biological Sciences~~ my schOOL~ nice rite!! =)))
this tree was the tree that i had to pass by everyday before i can reach sbs. and i only discovered its beauty 2 yrs ltr. haha. what a joke. glad tt i had a nice snapshot of it.
pple from ntu, guess where this tree is??
fang spoke at : 1:52 am
this was taken on my way to school on onday 31.3.08 when i was going for my 内经 quiz. it totally brightend up my mood so much! it was so bright n filled with hope compared to the night before where i cooped myself in the room with only a table light trying to cram in lots of last min info.
when i went to school i was happily telling everyone,
“EH! 今天的天气很好噢！太阳很温和！
可是没有人可以体会我再说什么，真的觉得很遗憾，
他们只不过说了“噢，是吗？” 便又继续读书了
我突然发现，
虽然每个人都生活在大自然中，却极少人会去体会，注意到大自然的变化有多么的美丽！
when i went to school i was happily telling everyone,
“EH! 今天的天气很好噢！太阳很温和！
可是没有人可以体会我再说什么，真的觉得很遗憾，
他们只不过说了“噢，是吗？” 便又继续读书了
我突然发现，
虽然每个人都生活在大自然中，却极少人会去体会，注意到大自然的变化有多么的美丽！
fang spoke at : 1:43 am
this is playgrd in ntu near the nayang lake. it was a clear blue sky then. super nice!
the following are the super pretty clouds tt i saw when climbing the hall 2 slope to school. very very nicely shaped. i forgot what the cloud name is called. but it sure was beauty in the skY! =)
this pic looks so dream like. a lil cottage hse surrounded with trees. with a small car. hehe. too bad it is in a school. if not it wld have been a havenly home!
look at the shape the cloud has formed! cool rite. there is a symmetrical C on both sides of the clouds. pure beauty.
fang spoke at : 1:30 am